Shiny Raia

by VA RASA

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1.
Unstable 03:29
Unstable thoughts, unstable lives We go higher and higher again Last night it all went the same I get mad, I get crazy, I worry And you say it’s always too much This quiet room now for days and nights We’re so pissed, we just don’t make sense Hard to stop and control Face what’s left after we opened that window Keep me whole night is not enough I need air, I need sunlight Both we are insecure All we try to control Nothing's left to ignore We need to find a new way Unstable thoughts, unstable lives We go higher and higher again This tension is getting us nowhere We’re so full of this shit Both we are insecure All we try to control Nothing's left to ignore We need to find a new way
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The day before yesterday I’ve seen you, I met you Stupid was shaken with fear Being pushed away from you was not so painless I feel the need to make this even To hit you back, to swear and fuck you Erase this misery of past Shut up and let me screw you with my words I hate your smile You have no right to smile at me I feel the need to get you back Through power of my muscles The main was hurt so much I wan’t to see you cry I wan’t to see you cry How could you leave me all alone Just screw me up and go I gave you all the best She said a word you‘ve done the rest Now I got to make this even To hit you back, to swear and fuck you Erase this misery of past Shut up and let me screw you with my words I hate your smile You have no right to smile at me
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Every Single 04:02
It’s been a long long time It’s been a struggle day by day There were no curtains at our place You find a pit to hide I thought of words to say to you When you’ll be gone How could I not to be opposed How could I be acceptive When you were choosing not yourself When you were leaving And every single day And every single minute I was afraid I had to pull you back I had to pull you back It’s been a long long time It’s been a struggle day by day I thought of words to say to you When you’ll be gone I had to pull you back
4.
Struggle In 02:51
There’s so much hope Hallucinations taking over I lost control My heart is vomiting all over Struggle in, struggle in, struggle in Don’t letting anybody else to see Just struggle in I’m so confused My expectations changing daily This life’s a mess And no one ever had it the other way But still we are Struggle in Don’t letting anybody else to see Just struggle in In some shitty none existence Scared of every moving creature I stopped believing As time flies by I’m getting older and older I’ll always be Struggling Don’t letting anybody else to see Just struggle in
5.
Would You 03:04
I would like to be your friend tonight Coz tonight I want to have some fun Would you, coz you seem to look at me Take me home tonight I have something very special I would like to share with you Would you, coz you seem to understand Take me home tonight We gonna gonna gonna do this We gonna gonna gonna do this Let me touch you, smell your skin, oh boy This is so exciting Take me closer, put your arms around Touch me everywhere, oh yeh I’m the reason to get hard tonight I’m the reason move Take my bra off, leave the panties on It’ll be more exciting Love me tender, love me sweet until I’ll be satisfied We gonna gonna gonna do this We gonna gonna gonna do this
6.
Two People 02:51
In the very silence we lay I’m covered, I’ve got nothing to say I need to think, I had no time for that We are very close now I can’t let myself to fall asleep It must have some meaning, that awful feeling It’s hard to explain myself, hard to be the one I’m trying for you, but it doesn’t work We are two different people We are two separate islands Begins new day with the sun on your face I’m always the first to be awake We begun as truthfully as animals Free to our instincts Sex calms down my insecurities, sun comes up Begins new day with the sun on your face Oh baby don’t you leave me, I need you It’s just a moment, it will pass away We are two different people We are two separate islands
7.
Just Another 03:08
Who cares if I disagree Will I get in trouble They shut me in this cage But my mind is so far away Just do your job, just make the money Don’t take too much Coz you’re my slave I clean your shit I wash the dishes I make come true all your wishes You think your life’s more worth than mine is In your eyes I’m just a poor, little creature You think: I’m just another bitch, I’m not rich I have to pay my bills, I can’t quit I’m just another bitch I can’t live like this I have my dreams, I’m not your bitch I can’t live like this I must resist
8.
Yes, i’ve been waiting been expecting One day to meet someone just the way you are Now i’ve met you but you have no clue To make my dreams come true Boy what should i do I wish you the best You say that you’re sorry We still can be friends But now it’s not easy Boy how can we make it It all got complicated just so quickly I can’t get myself together anymore Boy i want you near me so badly But i’ll have to shut my heart What else can i do Well now i’ll start to work real hard When you’re around My mind goes crazy I wanna take your hand I wanna hug you, i wanna look into Your deep brown eyes, and kiss you I wish you the best You say that you’re sorry We still can be friends But now it’s not easy Boy how can we make it
9.
You are in the next room Slowly killing yourself And I have to stay calm And I have to stay calm Turning against yourself And everything around And I have to stay calm I hate to feel sorry And I hate that I’m mad Do I need to let go Of the dreams that I have My joy is now hostile And you turned into a child And I have to stay calm And I have to stay calm There’s too many moments When my heart said enough But I had to go back But I had to go back Ticking and attacking And ticking and attacking I know I have to stay calm But I can’t
10.
Super fast flash lights Burning flies in fire The night is here Don’t talk - it’s dangerous Conclusions - stop No need to sacrifice pure feelings New born illusions They run the touch of every moment They gonna burn Want something, do something Your way Dream on, dream on You gonna burn Super fast
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Išeinu 03:11
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Sunshine 03:06
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All You 03:06
All you, live inside of me You lead my thoughts I’m not in charge in between I am No words I have, no dreams, no feelings You live inside All you, live inside of me You lead my thoughts You write my songs Take me all, use me, give me satisfaction Oh, I’m so addicted I can please you, I can beg Make me feel real Feel true and needed I disappear, you take my body over I’m in control Oh, I could run fast But fear always stops me You took me by my insecurities I clear my mind So you could do your job Take me all, use me, give me satisfaction Oh, i’m so addicted
14.
Glitter 03:42
The glitter is so inviting Can’t wait to try it Covered with those lives That are ain’t mine I create an illusion Struggle in air Floating fakely I keep forgetting who I am Keep forgetting who I am Keep forgettin' I’ll keep pulling Don’t want to loose an illusion I’ll keep pulling They want me they need me I’m gonna loose myself completely Don’t want to loose an illusion I’ll keep pulling I leave my body behind Too many people inside My soul is starving I keep killing myself Being so strong when I’m not Afraid of the fear I let you push me around Pretend it’s my way The glitter is so inviting Can’t wait to try it I’ll keep pulling Don’t want to loose an illusion I’ll keep pulling
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Wanna Love 02:48
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My first album.
Written, arranged, performed, recorded, mixed, mastered and released all by me, an independent musician from Lithuania.

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released July 18, 2017

Shiny Raia

Album photo by Kristina Aleksynaitė

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VA RASA Vilnius, Lithuania

Šitaip greitai greitai. October 26th.

Lithuanian drummer and independent songwriter.
Playing drums with various Lithuanian musicians and bands. Flexible with playing various genres, from jazz, to rock, pop and hip hop.
Song writing as emotional self expression. Very independent - sole creator & producer of most tracks.
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